Friday, July 16, 2010

A change will do you good

I recently made a decision that had two possible results: "fly high" or "fall flat." Well, I feel like a crepe. Okay, maybe more like a ploye, but either way, I did not get the results I desired. But these decisions and their consequences are all part of life, or at least they've been part of mine. Each decision I've made has taught me more than the last. This time around I realized that I was truly more afraid of changing from my "hold steady" position than I was to "fall flat." In fact, I was not nearly as upset as I thought I'd be. Sure, I'm going through an adjustment period right now, but I don't think it has sunk in that I am more free now than I was two weeks ago. And if I hadn't moved forward, I might never be able to fly high. I guess I just don't have my wings yet, so in the meantime, I am impatiently waiting for the next choice to come.

1 comment:

Kiera said...

OK so we of course haven't talked in forever, partially due to me being across the pond. But I still feel completely lost by this blog post, except for the part about ployes, I love those...mmmm, breakfast. Sorry, back on track. Either way I need details and not cryptic statements por favor. Gimme a ring when you have time.